Been spending with Dear every single day.. Im soooo in love with her.. & im very happy to be with her.. I would like to be with her evry single day & minutes.. Huhu ! Seriously.. Im obsessed to her.. Gaa ! Met her just now.. BUT before that...... At home.. I cried.. Seriously , not a little bit of tears but alot.. Why ?? My sister.. I think i've been a bad brother.. The msg she gave me was really shocked & it touch my heart.. Just a little bit of things i'll say here what she said to me.. Summarise in malay..
'Bile part aku susah , tkde org nk tlg aku.. Bile aku da dpt gaji sume , sume org carik aku , mintk2 duit.. Pikir aku chop duit ehk ? Aku tkde sesape yg aku bleh harapkn.. Nk harapkn kau , kau bz keje ngn blaja.. Tkpela , biar aku yg susah asal kn family kite tk susah.. Aku tau aku byk tipu dulu tapi im trying to change.. But i dnt have any encouragement from my siblings.. Eu are not there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on.. Hmm , tkpela.. Aku tnk susahkn kau..'
Im even shedding tears bit by bit now while typing this out.. What will u do if u were me ? When she said 'Eu are not there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on..' I cried loudly.. If you think im a cry baby , well , go ahead.. Im not even shy.. Haishx.. Lets 4get it.. I dnt wan to go in details..
Met Dear just now.. Everytime we meet , we dnt hav any plans.. Hahahahaha !! Nvm , i dnt care either.. As long im with her , im happy.. But i wished the road never ends.. Only ppl with good vocab understands my phrase.. Hahaha !! No offense.. Eventually went to bugis , walk ard.. We went to the new mall beside bugis junction.. There is nothing there.. STUPID mall.. Gaa !! Hav alot of laughter with her today , evrytime , evrywhere & evryday.. Haha ! Then went to esplanade.. Memotek jap.. Hahahahahahahaha !! At 9.45 , proceed to city hall mrt station meet my colleague.. This is the part i dislike most.. WORK !!!!! Arghh ! Nvm , Dear then go bck on her own.. :(( Sorry Dear !
I love Nur Iffah Bte Kamarazaman soooo much !!!!
Mwaaaaaaaaaaahsssssssssss !!
